i guess i shouldn't have been so selfish, there. i was just ranting. so i missed church. no one i know is sick or dying. (well, i guess my grandpa is dying of alzheimers, but he has been for a long time now, so it's not like he was suddenly stricken with anything.) i'm healthy. my country isn't being bombed. i'm just upset that i missed out on something i really wanted to take part in, and that my feelings matter so little to my husband.