carved angel

i. am. done.

phew.

and i tried to work out today, and only got through about 20 minutes. i guess i'm just to tired. that, and my stomach has been making those "you're going to be very sick soon" noises. i was sick last night, so i guess i'll be sick today, too.

of course, none of this is stopping me from eating the chocolate pudding i made last night at 3 am and proceeded to binge on. it's weird, but since i've been on south beach diet, i look forward to sweets, and get some enjoyment out of them. but not as much as i used to. i mean, this pudding just tastes okay. which is good, coz i'm not supposed to eat this stuff anyway, but it also sucks coz so few things taste awesome to me anymore. i used to really enjoy eating, but now i'm always a little disappointed. of course, being the dummy that i am, it doesn't stop me from cheating anyway. does regular pudding taste better than sugar free? yes and no. i can't explain. anyway, i'm going to try to behave a bit better next week. i should probably just go back on phase 1 since last time obviously had no effect on my cravings. meh. i can't while we're broke, anyway, so i'll have to wait.

aside from a few chores, i am doing absolutely nothing this weekend. well, i guess that isn't true. on saturday, i'm driving to the library and maybe the grocery store. we have to go shopping on saturday, anyway. and we're supposed to go get our hair cut, but i can't drive that far yet. so i guess saturday will actually be pretty busy. and sunday is church, but i don't really look at that as a chore.

well, it looks like i'm going to be sick now. laters.