carved angel

if i owe you an email or a webpage or anything, sorry about the delay. things have been kind of insane. i've been trying to finish the grad school application process, which includes writing my entrance essay. i think i finally have something viable, so i may be sending it before class today.

i don't feel like going to school. surprise, surprise.

finals are in three weeks. turns out that all my exams are of the take-home variety. while i'd usually be pretty happy about that, what with my test anxiety, things are not as lovely as they appear. i still have to do half my brit lit exam in-class and my edcuation exam online, but that's not the worst of it. my brit lit paper will be at least four pages long, african american lit will be six, florida lit will probably be pretty looong, and japanese history will be at least twelve pages long. all due in the same week, each question sheet handed out exactly one week in advance. i have what will probably amount to 30 pages to write in one week. in the meantime, i have a ton of education homework to do, a paper revision, and about a million other bits of assigments here and there.

i want this semester to be done. i want to stay home today and catch up.

gah!!!

and i won't even start on the latest problems with my marriage.

i have to get ready for school.