carved angel

i've been so busy lately... i worked all day sunday and monday to finish my education homework, and all i have left in that class is the final. thank god. all i have left for most of my classes is the final. it's all over after next week...

i keep having weird dreams about lots of things. last night i dreamt (yet again) that mum was alive. i blame movies on this. it's such a cliche. "oh no, ____ is dead. oh wait, no they're not. huzzah!" maybe this is why i thought she'd pull through to begin with. i don't know. but it's been six months now, and it's still not damn good times.

anyway... i guess i don't want to discuss my dreams anymore. even the happy ones depress me once i'm awake.

i've been baking a lot lately. ginormous chocolate chip cookies and banana bread, mostly. i've been surprised by how well it's all turned out. actually, i shouldn't be all that surprised. except that shadow always makes fun of my cooking, even though it's one of the few things i'm really good at. hum.

guess what i downloaded. bob! i don't care what everyone in the world says, microsoft bob was one of the best things ever. especially pre-windows xp when you didn't have your own account. coz you could have private rooms and stuff. back in the day, my private bob room was the attic. (i was 15 and shared the computer with my family back then.) well, i decided to make my private room the attic again. because i'm cool like that. i don't know why i even bothered, really, since shadow sure as hell isn't going to use bob. but whatever. (i'll post a screenshot of my bobhouse later.) also, the version i downloaded is a bit different than the one i had. i guess every computer brand got their own bob? just noting that for no reason in particular.

another thing i've been goofing around with is yet another personalized online radio station. and before you remind me that i was supposed to be doing school work or working on your website or whatever else it was i was supposed to be doing, i want to point out that if i hadn't been allowed to spend a little time decorating my bobhouse or adding tracks to a radio station, i would have gone insane and taken out the whole neighborhood. so there.