carved angel

i haven't done the splash page yet, but here's the new layout. i'm sure there will be problems, and if you see anything really odd, let me know. i haven't really had a chance to test it.

what is mono no aware? basically, it's like the good feeling of enjoying something like cherry blossoms, then the sadness that comes with realizing that the blossoms, like life, are fleeting. okay, so i'm not great at explaining it. so google it.

anyway, it felt appropriate for this spring. i'm like i am every spring - sex dreams, bingeing, desire for change, etc. - but it's also different this year. i'm not nearly over my mum yet, so everything is tinged with sadness. i dwell on my good dreams, then feel sad because i know that none of it matters.

anyway, i have some school stuff to do before class. matane.

[edit] this will definitely not look right if you automatically go to /fp.html. try /blogger.html.