carved angel

i haven't been updating recently for a few reasons... 1) i'm quite sick with another uti, 2) school is keeping me far busier than i thought it would, 3) i've started a new vampire campaign for chris which is also taking up a lot of time, and 4) everything i've written lately is saved in draft form coz i don't feel great about publishing it. and i've been reading big lies by joe conason and close encounters with the religious right by robert boston, and my eyes are tired from my rolling them too much. so i can't see the screen, clearly.

shadow won't even read these books, coz he says they piss him off too badly. which is funny, considering they're written by guys on "our side." it is frustrating to read about how utterly stupid, ignorant, selfish, and hypocritical people are. but these are good books nonetheless. anyway, shadow has been busy reading a zinn book. the 20th century: a people's history or something. which i actually ordered from the library, but he stole. i'll read it eventually...

anyway, i've got to go lie down again. my guts and back are killing me, and it feels like my head is about to explode. :sick:

[edit] why the hell is the border sticking out on this entry?? i'm not up to fucking with it right now, so just ignore it, please.