carved angel

with my birthday slowly approaching, i have taken a break from studying to do some online window shopping. by which i mean adding copious amounts of stuff to my various wishlists. there is one thing in particular, a shirt, which i want very badly, and there are only two left. i am really, really close to just ordering it, coz i want it for the orlando trip. but i'm afraid that if i do, my bank card will be taken away again. (sohei took my bank card away for a bit, because i bought cigarettes with it. i know, shut up.) but if i don't order the shirt soon, it will be gone... yes, i know, it's just a shirt. but it's a shirt i want really, really bad. usually, i only think i want something really bad, but then lose interest in it. i've wanted this shirt for over a month, so i'm pretty sure i have sufficient interest in it. and it's marked down to $20 from $50. gahhh... if i didn't need my bank card for the orlando trip, i'd just buy it. (i swear, i've tried putting this in perspective, but i guess i'm in a mood.)

i think i'd better quit whining, though, before i make us all sick.

/end materialistic whining session