carved angel

[music|convenience album - die warzau]

i really wanted to blog yesterday, but blogger was being a total pain.

anyway, my first day at work was yesterday. it was basically paid training. i've decided i'm not going to talk about work too awfully much on here, because i know that gets people into trouble sometimes. i have nothing but good things to say so far, but some companies don't like it no matter what. i didn't want to come out and ask, of course, because there's a chance no one will ever even find out about this place anyway. but i think i'm going to love this job, despite the low pay. my boss is really, really sweet and fun to talk to. we spent most of yesterday just chatting. and when he was showing me how to create a new account, he used the name harvey gigglefritz, and we laughed like sunshine for ages. maybe you had to be there. and i think we both answer to a bigger boss, who is also nice. he acts rather stern, but i know he's actually very pleasant. he reminds me of uncle steve. and the rest of the faculty i met were really sweet, too. this lady in the front office complimented me on my blouse, which was nice, because i wasn't entirely sure of it. and the students are great, too. everyone is just so pleasant, and the library itself is so quiet and tiny and cozy. i'm actually looking forward to going back on monday. the only other job i've ever looked forward to going to was the library job in gainesville. so, yeah, everything's good. :happy:

and this morning, sohei dropped me off at the mcdonalds near church so i could have some breakfast and hang out til i was supposed to show up. i had a sausage muffin, hashbrown, and small orange juice, and paid ten cents extra for the newspaper i like better. so i was kind of enjoying everything, and then this guy sits down at the table across from me and starts talking to himself. this kind of thing always happens to me, which is why i seldom go out by myself. he was young and looked perfectly normal, except that he kind of looked like he could snap and start a killing spree at any moment, muttering to himself. so i just got the hell out of there and showed up at the church about half an hour early. i saw the minister right away, and then met one of the nice office ladies. i love my church. and then everyone showed up and we got to work.

sohei has been in a foul mood all day, though, so i'm going to just skip anything to do with him.

and then i got home, and here i am. everything is so busy now. it's nice to have activities, but i'm so tired. i'm really no good at getting up early, and now i'm getting up at 7 every morning. a little before 7, actually. so i'm hoping i can get used to that. and i'm hoping i can get my license really soon, too, coz i'm getting really tired of having to be early for everything and wait around forever, and miss things i need to do. which reminds me, i need to find a ride to the stewardship meeting.

so many emails to send out today...

Maybe I'm inside
To cut the strings that bind us
Take the thing that holds us here
While it's beating

Maybe I'm beneath the skin
There's no way to go but down
To the ground beneath me
And we are all the same

And if you're the one to stop this roller coaster
Don't think that I'm an evil thing just that I was curious
And if you're the gun who puts me out of your way
Don't think that I'm an evil thing just that I was curious

curious - die warzau