carved angel

i finished all my school work yesterday, after working my ass off for over a week. so you'd think i wouldn't be stressed right now, right?

hahahahaha...

i just learned, this morning, that i have a meeting at church tonight, and they want the case statement and, presumably, some kind of sample of the brochure. have i written the case statement? no. do i have anything tangible to give them for the brochure? no. in fact, i just got my subcommittee together last week to start on that, so at least i've gotten somewhere. kind of.

so that leaves me this afternoon to come up with something decent for the case statement, when i'm not even entirely sure what i'm supposed to be doing. for some perspective, i think the finished case statement was due on november 7. so, yeah.

between school and church and the perpetual shit that goes on in my marriage (now! with holiday/law school application stress!) i want to just disappear. i want to be completely and totally alone, until my sanity comes creeping back. that includes my beloved animals, who have been literally whining incessantly since i got home from work. not exactly conducive to trying to write an impossible document which is due in a few hours' time.

i can't even describe how stressed out i am right now. i just want the world to go away for a while.